;save tonight


hold me?

i mean seriously. literally. whatever.

freaking hold me down.

oh my gosh,

i want to scream til everyone wakes up and i wanna throw tantrums all through the night and in the morning on the bus i want to glare very very viciously at everyone(so that they'll think im a vampire and that i want to kill them all muaha) and then when i get to school i want to shout out to the whole school and announce that "i wanna go home!!! i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home! i. want. to. freaking. go. home!!"

now,

please excuse the above.

i feel much, much better.

oh tomorrow will be such a wonderful day, the sky will be blue and the birds will be singing and i'll be a happy little kid bouncing my way off to school.

oh im gonna puke already.

well, now that all that's off my chest, there's actually still a little(and by little i mean freakishly puny, its non-existent) bit of excitement that comes along with the first day of school. except this time around, im looking forward to what comes after the first day of school which is the oh gosh freedom! of the weekend. thank God its friday. for tomorrow, but yeah.

oh man i could just drop dead and die. and if i dont, i'll try to drop dead a million more times until i actually succeed.

im starting to think,

haha i have issues.